valentine's...

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RS is the kind of person who doesn't like or should I say, do not celebrate anniversaries, monthsaries and all of -ries that you can think of. And this includes the February 14 aka VALENTINE'S DAY. Since we've been together for like more than a year and a half, I got used to it. Hindi lang naman kasi porke't special yung araw e dun lang kayo dapat magcelebrate. We likely celebrate every weekend if we have the time, no work to do and such. We celebrate because, it's the only time we got where we can talk, have fun and enjoy the day together.

Came February 14, our initial plan was not to go on any date, but to buy some groceries for the house. So, after my work, I went straight where he's at. The mall was super crowded with people and it will be impossible for you to grab some good food for dinner. I thought we'll be doing the groceries or head home after telling him I'm hungry. But I was wrong. He made a reservation on one of the restaurants for the two of us. Isn't that sweet?

At the restaurant, we made our orders, talk of small things until, I mentioned some of my rants (as he called it). Well, I felt those were my opinions.

his lines (fabricated)

"Just in time kiko, I am not saying that you're wrong from what you're saying but this is not the right place. Didn't you know that I made this reservation out of our plan since I know that you'll be happy, I know that you consdier this as a very special day. You could have told me those things at some other time. "

"And how do you want me to react?"

"Instead of us enjoying this dinner, this night, well, it's ruined."

I apologized and told him that it's not in any of my intentions after saying those words that he be offended. Yes, I know what I said might or as sure offending but it's an honest mistake. Why would I do such on a very special day? I am sometimes too INSENSITIVE when talking of things, and it's because of mere STUPIDITY. I hated myself that night. We ate our food without even talking. We made some conversations still, and I admitted it's my fault. I hate myself when he gets mad at me because of me.

But afterwards, we then managed to talk. Maybe leaving what happened behind. We went home, took our bath and prepared for sleep. I kissed him good night. Faced the other side of the bed.

RS : Ah Ah,, Ako ba'y hindi i-hu-hug. Ako ba'y naiinis ng gano'n..

eeeeeeeeeeeeehhh.. and gow!! okay na kami..

LESSON: be sensitive of the things you say. it looks for the right time and the right place. transparency ain't an excuse.

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i know that RS will be able to see this. so,

RS, it's not in any of my intention for what happened to happen. Yes, it's just because I am plainly stupid and maybe I can't help it which might not be a good excuse for you. But nonetheless, I'll make sure that it won't happen again. I'll keep track of the date and time when I am to speak of something. Thank you very much for you surprise. I wasn't expecting it. I already set my expectations that we'll just go home and have it as something ordinary. But I was way too wrong. You really are sometimes, unpredictable. And just so you know, I love you so much.

kiko