My 2011 birthday

♪ ♫ Happy Birthday to ME ♫ ♪
♪ ♫ Happy Birthday to ME ♫ ♪
♪ ♫ Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday !! ♫ ♪
♪ ♫ Happy Birthday to ME ♫ ♪



at dahil sa birthday ko nagpagupit ako.. hehehehe
at dahil sa kakapalan ko ng mukha, pinost ko ang picture ko..
at dahil sa katamaran, hindi ako nag-shave or nag-trim man lang,, saka na lang.. 



                                                        


Ngayon, nasa Quezon na ako, enjoying the provincial drama with my family and friends. At syempre ang pinaka-bongga e ang pagccelebrate ng pagpasok ng Bagong Taon!!


Advance Happy New Year!!

2011 going 2012

2011

This has been like a ghreat year for me, as this year reminds me that 25 years ago, I was born. I feel so fortunate enough to have a blog where my life-moments can be "publicly displayed" ahahaha! But still, served as a treasure box for what happened months ago..

Looking back throigh my entries..

January

on my very first entry, i said i'll be very aggressive with things coming may way, and i guess it was done.. Relative to work, I was promoted verbally or should I say by the work given to me, so much workload than the past period I am with our office. It's not much for any regret but a big thanks, it taught me a lot of things, it enabled me.

February

We had a fight ni RS during Valentine's Day.. And i think i kept at heart, the lesson learned of being sensitive. Bow.

March

Rs and I had our anniversary.. and proud to say na kami pa rin until now and i am more than willing to spend the rest of my life with him.. naks!

April

We had our vacation sa Bora and I am wishing that by next year e makapunta ulit kami. just to unwind, check things out, swim, drink and drink.. ahahahha

May

My cousin from Germany went home with his family.. This is a typical May for our family that our relatives go home and spend some time with us.. Sana 2012 e makauwi ulit sila para masaya. Kahit gustuhim ko man na pumunta e di ko naman kaya "PA".. ahahaha

June

We went to Plantation Bay! kasama ko family ni RS at saktong naka=promo kami ng 3 nights + 3 more free nights noon kaya bonggang-bongga vacation namin nun,, isa rin ito sa gusto kong ulitin na mapuntahan.. sulit na! magastos pa! char!!

July

I think this was the time na random lang ang naiisip ko, maybe i am pre-occupied with work. Pero accdg to my entries, ito ang month na lumabas ang final movie ng Harry Potter,, Next year, Part 2 naman ng Breaking Dawn di ba?

August

Dito naging addict si RS sa mga bags ng Cambridge Satchel Company.. Currently, we have a Red, Neon Green and Mock Croc na color Black naman,, Ung 13" na Gold e binenta na lang namin.. Consistent si RS dito kasi until now, gusto pa rin nya ng bag..

September

I was very much inclined with tumblr. follow niyo na lang ako dun,, pero ngayon, hindi na masyado kahit kasama pa rin siya sa mga bookmarks ko. hehehe

October

RS has to leave Manila for Quezon City. Para ito sa work. Successful naman ang changes na nangyari sa amin. We somehow coped and nakakaya naman namin kasi every off naman niya, umuuwi siya sa house sa manila then by weekends na may pasok siya e ako ang umuuwi sa kanya..

November

Naku, kung sa benta ba e matumal.. ito na yun.. more update and ang ginawa ko sa post ko na ito at parang nilamon na ako ng trabaho!

December

Pasko -  done, nasa bahay lang, kumain, natulog, tumawa, nanuod ng tv
Birthday ko - aabangan ko pa. bukas na yan!! yipee!!
Bakasyon - bukas na rin yan and come Jan2-3 e absent muna sa work..




So much I guess for 2011
and i guess, much more for 2012

lahat magiging bago, lahat patungo sa kaayusan
lahat, ang direksyon, sa tagumpay!

disyembre 2012

lnung nakaraan na tao, sagsag ang aking eksena kasi maganda ang buwan na ito sahil sa mga sumusunod na dahilan..

1. may pagdiriwang ng pasko
2. may mga parties and all
3. nagkakaroon ng chance magkita mulit ang mga magkakaibigan
4. birthday ko (hihihi)
5. may incentive na ibinigay para sa mga kawani
6. nakauwe ako ng pasko

pero ngayon mejo may mga nag-iba pero meron din nanatiling pareho

1. may pagdiriwang pa rin ng pasko
2. may mga parties pero hindi masyadong naging masaya kasi puro evaluation and planning ang nangyari, in short, nagtrabaho pa rin ako. nagsaya lang kami for like 1 to 1 1/2 hours kasi kailangan ng umuwi ng mga nakararami. at bilang kasamahan na kailangan sumabay e umuwi na rin ako noon..
3. hindi ko pa nakikita ang mga kaibigan ko, pero hopeful naman ako dun
4. nandon pa rin ang birthday ko at hopefully e holiday ito,, balita ko naman e holiday talaga.. hehehe
5. hindi pa alam kung meron o wala.. pero meron daw yata, ung ang chismis ng mga bubwit.. thanks in advance na lang.
6. hindi ako makakauwe dahil sayang ang pamasahe ko, hindi naman bonggang celebration ang pasko sa pamilya namin compared sa pasko.. so sa halip na umuwe ako, hindi na lang, sa new year na lang kasi may pasok na naman ako sa 26 e haggard naman yun eh.. basta new year na lang ako sa amin.. hehehe


yan muna,,
sana lahat ay magkaroon ng maganda at maligayang pasko sa paraan na alam natin magiging masaya tayo ng bongga..


Merry Christmas in advance!

ANTM All Star

According sa mga nababasa ko, December 7 daw ung finale ng America's Next Top Model - All Stars. Then sabi sa wikipedia, ang very reliable kong source (char!) si Lisa na lang at si Allison ang natitira to compete sa finale..

I dont know if totoo kasi may mga nababasa na ako sa twitter na  si Lisa na daw ung nanalo. Hindi ko naman masabi kasi hindi ko pa napapanuod ung episode.. Ang gusto ko kasi na manalo e si Allison, parang gandang-ganda ako sa kanya lalo na at parang weird xa,. Di ba mahilig siya sa mga blood - blood na stuff ans basta ang ganda ganda niya..

So ito ang isa na kakaabangan ko, kung si Allison ang mananalo o ang nanalo e super happy ako pero pag si Lisa naman, e sige na lang, siya ang nanalo eh..hehehe..

And let me present to you, Allison Harvard




di ba? kung maka-arte lang.. LOL!!


source 

Quicky # 14

hay naku, akala ko magbonggang-disable na yung account ko..
as in, bonggang nagpapanick at mejo nalulungkot na ako dito..

basta ang tanda ko lang e nung n-refresh ko si page, nag-auto-sign out ako from the google account, so ask naman si password ko. nagkataon, naka-CAPS LOCK pala siya so hindi talaga tinanggap, so inulit ko, pag-hit ko ng sign-in button, aba aba aba!! disabled daw na may sinasabing hindi ako sumunod sa terms and condition ng google. Buti na lang at may link to send the query and to ask for assistance, type type ako ng bongga dun, then maya-pag-submit ko, boooom!! failed daw,, hanubayan, todo drama ako kanina sa pag-kkwento ng nangyari tapos failed lang ang pagsa-submit.. dahil sa katamaran kong ulitin hinayaan ko na..

I asked google's twitter account for help pero hindi naman ako sinagot.

Since may time pa naman ako dito sa office, sabi ko, gagawa na lang ako new account.. E di gow, enter ako ng existing e-mail address, aba, hindi tinanggap, meron daw suspicious activity chenelyn.. so verify naman ako through SMS,, tapos ayun! gow na! verified lang siya then nagwork na!!

Yipee, ang saya-saya ko lang kasi na-open ko na ulit ang blog ko, ang e-mail account ko!!

Pero, grabe talaga,, iniisip kong, pag na-suspend o na-disable ung account ko, never ko nang makikita muli ung mga entries ko and it'll make me sad!! huhuhu.. Basta bastam buti na lang okay na siya! hehehehe


happy weekends everyone!!

01 December 2011

natutuwa naman ako sa title ko, or dahil ba sa wala akong maisip.

Upon writing this entry, wala talaga akong maisip na magandang isulat so random random spontaneous na lang ang drama ko.

Looking back
1. in november, i only had one (1) post and salamat naman ang meron pa rin nagcomment. hindi naman sa dahil walang magandang nangyari sa akin pero dahil nga sa marami akong ginagawa e yun ang dahilan kung bakit hindi naman ako makapg-sulat. so dapat pala, kahit Quickie posts lang e dapat magawa ko..


Rant
1. We have an upcoming activity na super excited ako, kasi sa Cebu siya gagawin pero dahil sa mga hindi inaasahan pangyayari, hindi xa matutuloy ngayon december pero sa january na.. So ayun na nga, relative to it, i have to call one agency chief para makipag-meet sana sa kanya. Ang kwento nito, meron siyang matandang secretary na parang ang taray-taray.. parang wala man lang kagalang-galang sumagot, hindi marunong pumili ng salita then sa pagkakataon na nakausap ko siya, i felt ba na parang istorbo lang ako sa pagtawag ko sa kanya na kung pwede lang yata e ibaba na lang niya yung phone or sabihin, ang kulit mo!

ang sa akin lang, there are nice ways on how to communicate effectively and politely, OO, makulit ang lahi ko, but i am just doing my job and hello!! pareho lang tayo na nagtatrabaho noh, pareho lang tayong sa GOP kumukuha ng pondo para maging sweldo kaya huwag kang umarte jan.. My purpose of calling is better than you tandang secretary of answering my call..

Yun lang,, sana lang minsan, maging marunong tayong sumagot ng maayos lalo na sa telepono..


For December

1. excited ako kasi magpapasko, sino ba naman ang hindi natutuwa pag christmas season di ba? marami ka man problema, anu pa at minsan, kahit isang araw pwede mo silang limutin..

2. maraming christmas party (sama), maraming regalong matatanggap (sana), marami din bibigyan ng regalo (huwag po!!!!) ahahahaha


wala na akong maisip pa, at i better end this entry kasi baka mamaya kung anu-ano na naman sabihin ko dito na hindi naman mahalaga at walang kwenta..


happy december 2011 to everyone!!

after one month

andito na ulit ako after one month.

Just before I clicked the NEW POST button, i saw the date when I had my last post and it was last October 21 and ngayon, November 21 na,, so technically, isang buwan akong hindi nagpost. Hindi ko naman masasabi na hindi ako nagbubukas ng blogger for the whole month, siguro 2 weeks lang. Naging busy nga lang siguro ako much dito sa opisina but nonetheless, wala naman masyadong bonggang-bongga nangyari sa akin..

Si RS, nakalipat na siya ng fairview, japan for his work so ako na lang talaga naiwan dito sa manila. every weekend naman e dun na lang ako umuuwe, mejo haggard ang byahe pero keri lang kasi pahinga lang din naman ang drama ko pagdating sa apartment, nothing much to do except tulungan siya na labahan ang 2 pirasong uniform kasi ung mananahi, super bagal, kamay pa yata gamit sa pananahi.. haaayz!

nagkaroon ako ng "sty" o "gilitiw" ang tawag sa amin sa Quezon, un ang sabi pag naninilip daw. ahahaha.. funny noh, e sino naman kaya pwede ko silipan e kahit baliktarin niyo ako e wala naman talaga.. so gamot gamot ang ointment ointment lang ang ginawa ko para gumaling., May tip naman sa akin si doktora, pag naramdaman ko daw na magkk-sty ako, i-hot compress ko daw tapos magpluck daw ako ng 2 lashes dun sa area. sabi ko nga masakit yun e pero un daw ginagawa niya,, hmmm.. sa susunod na lang siguro..

ano pa ba pwede ko update?

we had an activity dito sa office, and we held it sa The Bayleaf, ung sa Intramuros, what can I say?? Masarap ang food, okay ang people, nice ang room, ganda ng function hall, sarap ng food.. so pag may function kayo, try niyo dun,, sabihin niyo, nakwento ni kiko/francis.. ahahaha..

then, i got a free ticket from a hotel na hindi ko pa napupuntahan, kasi mejo malayo para pagdausan ng activity namin eh, though within manila area lang.. ayun nga, going back, she gave me free dinner sa hotel then diretso daw shangri-la to watch Breakin Dawn Part I.. sayang nga at iisa lang, so iniisip ko pa kung pupunta ako... sayang naman di ba??

anu pa?? anu pa??

eto na lang,, pmpa-kapal lang ng mukha, minsan na lang naman e kaya sana okay lang,,
my latest pic!

without the eyeglass...


with the eyeglass...



which one is better? i think, the first one, or baka naman kasi panget lang ang anggulo nung pagself pic ko.. hehehehe..



enjoy the week everyone!!
hope to do some quickie na lang next time.. i mean, quickie posts..



:)

changes: from and to

i've heard this so may times,,

"change is the only permanent this in this world"

I agree

----------------------------------------

from dry to rainy season


from rural to urban


from BPO to GO


from dependence to independence


from QC to Manila


and back to QC



...... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm



changes can be endured as long as they're for someone equally important

no worries!

single.....

matagal tagal rin




at hindi inaasahan




pero minsan ganoon talaga




hindi lahat ng bagay tumatagal




kulang yata kasi sa disiplina




o kulang ang effort ng nagdidisiplina




baka rin hindi pa kasi nakikita




ang tunay na magpapaligaya,




magpapatino,




at magiging huli..




this is time




SINGLE na ulit




ako




ako




ako




ako




ay SINGLE na ulit




"AKO AY SINGLE NA ULIT!"




yan ang tag line ni anak!






ahahahaha





yes, Adonis is again SINGLE!!




i am not happy about it

but that's life

that's what happened

and the only I can do now

is to again support my anak.

for questions, please feel free to leave them at my comment box..



LOL!

happy monday!!

Quicky #13

tagal ko na rin pala hindi nakapag-quickie!! LOL!!

so technically mabilis lang ito kasi may gagawin pa ako.. hindi pa ako matapos tapos sa letter na ginagawa ko at ieedit lang din naman ni boss ito mamaya or tomorrow..

Last friday, unfortunately, nawala yung coin purse ko na may laman na pera. hay naku, sayang talaga,. first time ko lang nun na mag-iwan ng ganon' x-amount of money sa loob ng coin purse kasi usually nasa isa kong wallet ung iba kong pera.. kaya nga coin purse di ba? pero hindi na ako masyado nagpaka-depress, inisip ko na lang, nagbayad ako ng credit card,., huhuhu..

then come monday, nilagnat ako dahil sa bonggang-bonggang sipon. absent hanggang tuesday. uminom ako ng uminom ng bioflu at self-prescribed cotri na 2x a day.. ang feeling ko, groggy over na kaya nung hapon ng tuesday, stop na muna ang bioflu pero gow pa rin ang cotri..

Wednesday, gow gow na sa work, may cluster meeting kasi so kelangan nandon kaming lahat. wala naman masyado eksena, yun lang, halatang galing ako sa sakit, lubog ang mata at singhot ng singhot. Buti sa meeting e sit down sit down lang ang drama ko at sulat sulat dito..

Today, thursday, meeting na ulit at sa wakas, nakapasok na rin ako sa loob mismo ng TARC, in fairness lang ha, maganda talaga xa lalo na ung auditorium ba tawag dun, ung nasa first floor. dati kasi hinarang ako ng jaguar, saan daw ako pupunta, sabi koi mag-iinquire (kunwari lang) e un pala ang info center nasa gilid lang ng jaguar station to you left bago magstairs.. kainis talaga nun.. Buti na lang at official business kanina so gow lang ng gow..

Health: mejo check check okay okay na,, medication on going, more more water, more more fruits lang. Hindi nakakalimot sa payongski at as much as possible, hindi pwedeng mabasa ng ulan.. hihi..

dito na lang muna ang update. bow!

for JPH

After a month or two of being hired here in my current agency came a girl. She became one of my close friends at work. We had like good times and none of the bad times together, we shared thoughts about people, about management issues, about financial issues and generally about life.

Until came, she has to be transferred from our office to the other, of the same agency, that she got an offer, I don't know if it's a promotion or a curse to her being but nonetheless, it brought beneficial implications to the program's implementation. With her being transferred lessen our times together to talk, to make sensible interactions and to have plain fun during office hours. But I don't like regret her being promoted or cursed for a new position, I thought, it's best for her and it's what God wants.

Currently, she's no longer connected with our agency, that she has now to focus studying and finishing her school to be a successful lawyer. Though she's no longer with us, her distance didn't limit us to know the things she's doing and to know that yesterday was one the significant dates of her life.

October 06, 2011
It's her birthday!

And thanks to facebook for the reminder.



Belated Happy Birthday JP! This entry is for you!
Hope to see you soon!

TOAST

This is not about me liking to eat a "TOAST" or arte lang, toasted bread sa ating mga pinoy. This is about a movie RS and I watched last night. OO, "Toast" ung title ng movie, 2010 pa daw ito according sa google pag sinearch mo ung movie.

The movie tells a story about a boy loves cooking and even used it just to win his father back from a house cleaner turned stepmom (played by Helena Bonham Carter aka Bellatrix Lestrange). Maganda ang movie I can say kasi beki ung bida and feel good lang siya, hindi ka masyadong mahihirapan mag-isip at hindi rin naman nakakaumay (for me). But hindi umikot yung movie sa pagiging beki niya ha, but dun sa journey niya sa buhay kung paano siya naging successful.

anyways, you have the time and may nakita kayong copy, okay lang naman na panuorin niyo rin, bet naman siya. ganyan.. hihihi




at ito ka pa, sabi the movie was actually based from a true story..

DAY 30: YOUR HIGHS AND LOWS OF THIS MONTH

LOWS:

- not having the time to complete the "30 Day Challenge"
- not being able to see my friend before she left for the Middle East, where, we'll be seeing each other after 2 years
- not being able to facilitate some payments for activities done 2 months ago



HIGHS

- got the chance to go back home (province) to see my family
- promoted / designated with a new position here in the office though the salary won't change
- got a new bag, the Cambridge Satchel Company 15" batchel mock croc skin without paying much for the imposed tax
- being able to survive my everyday existence



nothing much that I can recall for my lows and highs. Nevertheless, the above mentioned reminds me of the things I am capable of doing and the things I must work on, specially those that of work-related matters.


Happy September everyone and Welcome October 2011!

DAY 15: YOUR FAVORITE TUMBLRS

I was surprised that this came as one of the  topics that I should write something about. And thinking why, basically because, I got this from tumblr. ahahahaha


And let me just grab the 10 tumblr posts I love


COCO CHANEL


MARVEL COMIC


FUKEE DRESS


ANN WARD CYCLE 15


SHOE: CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN


FUNNY BLOG


McQUueen CREATIONS


FUNNY BLOG


NAIMA OF ANTM CYCLE 4


FULL METAL ALCHEMIST 




and all of these can be found in my tumblr account.


^_^

DAY 14: YOUR EARLIEST MEMORY

geeeeeeeee, this one's kinda hard.

the first thing that came to my mind was the first time i watched a movie inside a cinema house. I can still remember that it was "Aladdin" and i just so love it. 

But i am thinking of a much earlier memory

think, think, think


I remember this incident when my mom has to go to work and me, as a child not yet studying, has to stay home. Both of my parents worked for the government so technically, before 8:00am until 5:00pm, they're not home and I'll be left with my grandmother. Seldom were the days that my mom brought me with her to the office, you know, government places are not for children, though she's a public librarian, who would like notice that I am there when I could actually hide behind bookshelves. ahahahaha..

Anyway, as my mom started walking towards our door and into our gate, I remember crying a lot and shouting out

"Ma!   Ma!    Mamaaaaa!!"


I even remember myself grabbing her legs and my mom trying to push me away, simply because she has to go or else, she'll be late. And by the time, she's outside our house, I'll be holding the bars of our gate and continuously cry and shout.

Now I am thinking, why did I do that?
It's just me, as a child, being plainly stupid,.,

ahahahahaha..

But nonetheless, it helped me understood why some kids cry when their parents left them for work.

^_^



DAY 13: SOMEWHERE YOU'D LIKE TO MOVE OR VISIT

First, I'll choose somewhere I'd like to visit


Second, I'll talk of this current time


So, I want to visit my hometown in Quezon


I just so miss the place and it has been months since I last went back for my family and friends there







"there's no place like home"

DAY 08: A MOMENT YOU FELT MOST SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE

hindi ko alam if seryoso ba ang sagot ko dito dapat or parang semi semi  lang.

But i think, the moment that i felt most satisfied with my life has yet to come. Parang all the things I am doing now, e part pa lang para makuha or maramdaman ko ang moment na yun. Though kontento naman ako sa estado ko ngayon sa buhay, masaya, maligaya at nakakaraos ika nga, hindi ko pa masasabi na satisfied na ako. 

satisfaction for me will only be realized once i stopped working and enjoying the life of a pensioned  and retired individual na naalala ng nakararami. Sa tingin ko kasi dun ko malalaman if sa mga nagdaang taon ng aking pagtatrabaho, pamumuhay e naging sapat ba ang aking mga ginawa, ang aking mga pinagdaanan at ang aking mga naitulong sa kapwa, sa pamilya at sa mga minamahal. 

Sabi nga nila, satisfaction is the pleasure obtained from the fulfillment of one's need and/or desire.
Techincally, every single day of being alive, i am satisfied since i desire to live and breathe but the ultimate satisfaction would only be noted in the future. 

^_^

DAY 07: YOUR ZODIAC SIGN AND IF YOU THINK IT FITS YOUR PERSONALITY

Dahil sa isa akong premature baby, meaning 7 months lang ako nung pinanganak, ang birthday ko e napadpad sa zodiac signa na Capricorn, pero kung iisipin, dapat pala e isa akong Piesces. Nakakatawa minsan kasi pag tumitingin ako sa dalawang signs na yun, parang pwede naman pareho na applicable sa akin, or should I say, nagrarationalize lang ako.. hehehe


So, let's compare from different sources para malaman ko kung anu nga ang zodiac that fits my personality


CAPRICORN


Source 1
Practical and prudent, ambitious and disciplines, patient and careful, humorous and reserved. However, has negative traits like pessimistic and fatalistic, miserly and grudging, over conventional and rigid.

Source 2
A Capricorn is a person who will have a slow climb to reach their goals, but will eventually succeed. This person is not only ambitious, but practical as well. This is a feminine earth sign which is cardinal. Capricorn is ruled by Saturn, the planet of limitations and discipline. A Capricorn will meet more than their share of obstacles in life, but with great precision, and their slow but steady pace, they will overcome. The element Earth is powerful for mother nature, productiveness, and fertility. Not until later in life will they reap what they have sown. Capricorn seem as though their feet are planted firmly on the ground, yet it can seem as if life just passing them by. Capricorns are also serious thinkers, keeping very much their thoughts to themselves. Actually, they are too busy thinking about bigger achievements and recognition thus never realizing that they have not shared their thoughts with loved ones.

Source 3
They are prudent and practical. Their ambitious nature does not allow them to ever give up. They are vigilant. They plan before playing any game of life. They may come across as sadistic individuals who are orthodox and rigid. Perseverance and tolerance are their greatest qualities. They are generally upfront in fighting whatever comes in their way.


PISCES


Source 1
Imaginative and sensitive, compassionate and kind, selfless and unworldly, intuitive and sympathetic. However, has negative traits like escapist and idealist, secretive and vague, weak-willed and easily lead.

Source 2
Pisces is the sign of the fish...one swims up the river, the other swims down the river. The fish represent hidden depth, reincarnation, and continuous emotional currents. Pisces is a feminine water sign that is mutable, and known for compassion, romance, imagination, and intuition. Pisces is ruled by Neptune, the planet of mystery, deception, and illusions. The Water element for this sign makes Pisces loyal, sensitive, and devoted. The fish are incredibly sentimental and overly imaginative. With all the soft qualities that make up a Pisces, less sensitive signs often mistake them as weak or spineless. Pisces is a spiritual sign and they seem to have very old souls. Many have some type of spiritual awakening in their life. In less balanced times during their lives, these gentle creatures can become escapists and lean towards overindulgence.

Source 3
They are sensitive and sympathetic. They are kind and helpful. They can go out of their way to help their dear ones. This makes them excellent friends. Opinions of others can easily influence them due to which they can easily get carried away. They are not very determined or courageous. They are often vague in thinking and behavior. But their idealism is their true differentiator.


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after thorough reading, isang malaking check, i fall under the zodiac sign CAPRICORN.

^_^




DAY 06: WRITE 30 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF

ayaw na ayaw ko ng ganito.. parang wala akong maisip na INTERESTING about me.
pero sa pagpiga ng utak ko, ito na!


1. hindi ako kumakain ng hipon, alamang, crab, alimango, talangka o suso

2. born and raised ako sa Quezon Province, it was only until I started working kaya nandito na ako sa manila

3. marami akong balahibo sa mukha, hindi naman ako balbon sa dibdib

4. mahilig ako sa banana cake, banana loaf, banana cupcake, lahat ng gawa sa banana

5. isa akong premature baby and 2 months akong nagstay sa loob ng incubator

6. may dimple ako sa left cheek

7. currently, i am with my 2nd work employer and nangangarap akong dito na ako magtagal

8. gusto kong mag-masters kaso wala akong pera, feeling ko hindi ko kaya ang tuition, gusto ko sa microbio or ung sa education

9. kung hindi ako nasadlak sa current work ko ngayon, isa na ako sigurong guro sa kolehiyo sa aming probinsya

10. napuntahan ko na ang visayas and mindanao region, salamat sa aking trabaho.. hihihi

11. hindi ako mataba, payat lang ako at simpleng tao

12. mabilis akong kumilos pagkatapos maligo pero bago maligo, matagal at patamad-tamad pa

13. super like ko manuod ng mga cartoons

14. hindi ako fan ng swimming at mga beach beach, yung sapat sapat lang na "i love the sun, i love the water" ang drama, hindi yun tipong "to die for"

15. i graduated with a GPA of 1.76 and technically, wala akong award kasi landi ako ng landi nun.. LOL

16. mahilig akong matulog at matulog ng matulog hangga't pwedeng tumulog

17. never pa akong nagpa-semikalbo haircut and i am dying one day ma-experience ko siya

18. i can wiggle my ears, feeling ko kasi talent ko yun

19. nakapagluto na ako ng chicken adobo, chicken afritada at fried chicken

20. bunso nga pala ako sa 3 magkakapatid, kamukha ko much ung panganay namin, yung sister ko

21. marunong akong magplay ng piano at guitar, can somehow read notes as well

22. mama's boy ako

23. madali tandaan birthday ko kasi araw yun ng kamatayan ni Jose Rizal

24. eto ang edak ko ngayon

25. lagi akong sumusuka sa umaga ng very lightly pag magtu-toothbrush na ako, bet ko lang at masakit yun in fairness

26. ako ang taong walang sports na kinareer, kahit jogging, hindi ko sinubok

27. wala akong alam sa mga cars, mechanics, airplanes, boats and all those manly stuff

28. Disney's "Aladdin" ang kauna-unahan movie na napanuod ko sa sinehan

29. akala ko nung bata ako, ang mundo ay ang pilipinas lang, mali pala ako, malaki pala iyon at may hugis "oblate spheroid" char!

30. so much love ko si RS, ang aking partner - this for me is really interesting.. hahahaha


hmmm.. para naman hindi interesting.. hihih

DAY 05: THE TIME YOU THOUGHT ABOUT ENDING YOUR LIFE

grabe naman ang dapat kong pag-isipan sa araw na ito.. the time i thought about ending my life.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko pa naman iyon naiisip. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na masayang-masaya ang aking buhay, normal lang din naman. May mga times na malungkot ako, magagalitin, mainisin pero hindi ko naisip na magpakamatay sa kahit anung paraan like paglalaslas, pagbibigti, pagtalon sa building, pagpapasagasa sa motor, paghiwa ng vena cava ko or pagsaksak sa sarili. 


Sabi ng boss ko sa akin, may maganda daw akong support system and sa nakikita daw niya, hindi daw ako prone sa depression. Sa aking palagay kasi, yung mga na-totally depressed people and mahilig magpakamatay, sila yun mga nawalan na ng pag-asa sa buhay, yung feeling nila, wala na silang silbi or dahil may nagawa silang isang bagay na hindi nila alam kung paano masosolusyunan. Pero kung iisipin mo, sila yung mga tao na dapat dinadamayan natin, para maramdaman nila na mas masarap mabuhay, mahirap man, at least alam natin na buhay tayo kasi pag patay na tayo, hindi mo naman talaga alam kung magiging kaluluwa tayo or parang blank na lang ba ang thoughts natin? hindi ko rin alam kasi never ko pa naman na - experience ang ma-dead. hihihi..


at sana naman, huwag dumating sa buhay ko na gustuhin kong tapusin ang aking makulay na buhay. Pero, pero, pero... YEYS!! Pero kung dumating man yun, sana maging matapang ako at ma-rationalize ko na tama ang gagawin kong yun. 

DAY 04 : YOUR VIEWS ON RELIGION

I respect every religion existing.

Each has their own beliefs.

Each has their own principle.


for whatever it is,

i would not be agaisnt it,

as long as it does not harm other people

with the religion different from theirs.



DAY 03 : YOUR VIEWS ON DRUGS AND ALCOHOL


nothing much for me to say but those two are connected. like the use of one leads to the use of the other. Drinking / Taking alcohol generates (sometimes) addiction, termed as alcoholism. An ample quantity of the alcohol increases as our body gets the hang of it. It increases because our brain tells us so, that we're no longer satisfied with the initial volume we're drinking.

How can alcohol be related to drugs? They say that like smoking, alcohol is a gateway substance to drug addiction. Addiction in the sense of abuse and in the sense that we're detrimental to other people as well to ourselves.

Me, I drink, I do that, but I always take into consideration the effects, so tama lang i guess and reminder: Drink Moderately!

Me, i dont do drugs and never will I since me, with my co-workers advocate substance abuse prevention and treatment.

**browsing over this website can be helpful

DAY 02 : WHERE YOU'D LIKE TO BE IN 10 YEARS


Where, where, where??

10 years from now, i would be 34 years old and i must admit, it's difficult to think where I want to be. But with the turtle-like efforts RS and I are doing, I want to see myself and RS already out of this country, working and earning much for our living where at the same time, achieved security, stability and maybe has enough time to see everything that can be seen. May I also include, we already have a son/daughter? hihihi

However, i must also look into the what if, like, what if we didn't get the chance to get out of the country?? Well, I want to be here, still in our office, as a public servant with a permanent position / item, compensated fairly and an asset to my current agency. This is not about me being pessimistic but just accounting reality in.

They say everything is possible as long as you'll work hard for it, but the problem is, I can be such a lazy person and I hate it. I know that to achieve something, I must exert every effort possible.

So, to see myself being outside of this country and/or being still here in the office are the only two places I want to be in 10 years (and the only things that I can think of, as of now) but it wouldn't hurt me I guess, if I'll be seeing myself in a different place aside from that of mentioned above. Maybe it's where fate wants me to be at. Besides, I don't dream big, just enough to sustain myself, my loved ones and my family. But who knows, the way I dream might change one day.



**Hoping that in 10 years, I would be able to see this entry and make another entry entitled "Me: 10 years after"

^_^

DAY 01 : YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP


I am not single and uberly happy with my domesticated parter RS. 


I think almost everyone here knows RS, kung si Adonis nga kilala niyo e si RS pa kaya. We've been partners for almost 2 years and 5 months. I moved in to his place last year with his family. Our relationship has been open in my family's part but not on his part, I dont know why, kebs na lang kasi mas mahirap pag magulang ang nagtatanong, mejo nakakatakot kaya yun. hihihi..


Through this, I am thanking my partner, RS, for the following reasons:

- for being supportive in all the things I do
- for the care shown to my family specially to my mudak
- for the hugs given every night
- for the goodbye kisses every morning before he goes out for work
- for understanding my deficiencies, lapses and ignorance
- for forgiving my insensitivity at times
- for loving me so much
- for including me in your dreams





wabshumuch  ^_^


goodbye August, hello September 2011


hopefully come September 2011, with only 30 days, i could actually finish this one..
i found this on tumblr and was entitled "30 DAY CHALLENGE. HERE WE GO."

So, i'll try to finish this one with the best effort i can give. I'll give my answer, opinion and all the likes about the statement given on each day, try to do some research on related articles about it, just to somehow support my answer and nonetheless, answer them all truthfully.

By the first of the following month, maybe i'll read them all and re-think the things i've said, if they're worth for something or not.. hehehehe...



week 4 of August 2011

at dahil sa dami ng aking mga ginagawa dito sa office, na hindi ko naman alam kung bakit.. LOL!!
i'll just post this one, something na nagandahan ako..





hindi naman niya ako fan, but what she said makes sense, so LIKE!!


hopefully come September 2011, may post ako.. may nakita akong gagawin kasi na sana magawa ko everyday,, hihihi...


source from here.

THE CAMBRIDGE SATCHEL COMPANY

Currently, RS has this business of like "buy-and-sell'

He bought like two (2) bags from the THE CAMBRIDGE SATHCEL COMPANY
here in the philippines, only two stores (as we know) are selling their products, SCHU and MADISON

 So for those interested, we got like two (2) bags available.


the first one is a SATCHEL, 13" METALLIC GOLD MANGO COLOR which is uber nice
please click here for the info



the second one is a SATCHEl, 15" SATCHEL YELLOW/NAVY BLUE colored.
please click here for the info

                                                         

the thing here on why you should avail either of these bags is that, they're like limited edition and cannot be found here in the Philippines for ready purchase at the store. The bags are guaranteed real, or whatever term they ue para sabihin totoo ung material, they're directly shipped from Great Britain..

for any queries, just post your comments here and/or to the facebook page..


^_^

photo credits from here.

ako (ikaw) na ang tamad!!

such a great day to start your day,, share lang ako, maikli lang ito, mailabas lang..

we're having some problems with our phone line since yesterday then ung local phones dito sa office, we can't use din kasi ayaw mag-outside call. ewan ko kung bakit.

Sa isang opisina, mahalaga ang telepono lalo na at may mga tinatawagan ka at may mga inaantay kang tawag. I checked if our phone's problem with the hardware kasi may maririnig kang mga ingay, nag-riring xa bu then since may naririnig ka ngang ingay, parang wala ka din maririnig. Nagri-ring siya pero hindi mo masagot ung call. But no, no, no, hindi ung phone ang may sira, but yung line.

So since nasa desk na ako at halos lahat naman e nasa office na, i asked everyone or kung sino man ang may mabuting puso dito na tumawag ng assistance sa isang department dito sa amin to fix the phone. So, start na ang murmur na hindi ko maintindihan, then may nagsabi, grounded daw, so sige, grounded kung grounded. so we need to fix it through asking assistance. At dito na nagsimula ang kinainisan ko..

Officemate (O): wala, sira lahat ng telepono
Me: kaya nga tawag tayo ng PABX or kung saan pwede mag-ayos nyan
O: hindi, lahat nga sira, kahit sa baba sira
Me: hindi, gumagana yung sa baba, ginamit ko lang kahapon
O: hindi, sira din yun, ngayon lang umaga
Me:  ------------------------------------

ah okay, okay,, sabi mo eh,, samantalang ginamit ko nga lang kahapon.. anu un? magic na nasira agad ngayon?? asar ha,, So, i went down dun sa kabilang office to see if the phone's working or not and to my surprise, hello, hello naman sila sa phone, meaning, hindi yun sira! bow.

After nun, akyat agad ako to shout at everyone:
"hindi naman sira yung phone sa baba eh, ginagamit naman e. makikitawag lang naman sa kung saan pwede tumawag para maayos yung phone"

then i went out, wala lang trip ko lang at naiinis ako.. i even called the phone company to verify the phone if it's disconnected or active, at sabi nila, active naman daw. call repair if needed, well, sabi ko, we'll fix the problem muna within our agency then if it's necessary to call repair service, then we'll do.

then pagbalik ko, sabi ni isang officemate ko na tumawag na daw sa isang office for assistance.


baka isipin niyo, bakit hindi ako ang tumawag?
1. ako pa ba ang tatawag, e sila naman ang mga mechanical, technical people dito sa office e
2. ayaw nila yun, mapagyayabang niya na siya nag-fix ng phone
3. from the start e ako na ang nag-ayos ng phone para magka-service features kami, kahit ilang beses na sinabi sa kanila yun,, so ang klase e ako pa rin ba ngayon??

sorry na lang kung mejo mabigat sa kanya ang pag-gawa or pagsunod sa isang pakisuyo, sa bagay, hindi nga naman ako ang boss, artihan lang ako dito, pero sana minsan maisip nila na may mga bagay na dapat kahit papaano e unahin, kung wala siyang inaantay o kinakailangan tawagan, pwes ako, at ang ibang tao dito, MERON!!

saka ang sinabi mong SIRA ANG PHONE NGAYON LANG!! without even checking or believing me that i used the phone just YESTERDAY, well, isa yan katamaran for me.. Tamad ako kung sa tamad, oo, may pagkatamad din ako, pero hindi yun parang kasing tamad mo. tse!

the problem Science has with God

so, basically, to get me out of bore from my all day long work of computing operational expenses for an upcoming training, i did my usual stuff of browsing over tumblr and found this one out..

i've seen the video of this one before, i think it was on facebook
but unlike this one, has been transcribed .

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with God. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand. 


Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!

——————————————————————————

That student was Albert Einstein.
Brilliant.
Beautifully done.




taken from here

... and there was HP

the much anticipated final movie of the Harry Potter will be shown tomorrow.. tama ba? and guess what, I won't be watching it tomorrow., ahahaha.. maybe this coming weekend or whenever time permits. (kung maka-arte naman ako, kala mo kilala si daniel radcliffe.. ahahaha..)

anyway, just seconds ago, i was browsing over tumblr, and found a lot of micro-blogs about harry potter, basta anything related about harry potter, starting from the author, the casts, the story, the reactions of the people about it, basta lahat.. check niyo na lang din..

then i found this .gif about thanking everything about harry potter and nakakatuwa lang,, so let me share this one..



credits for those who reblogged and liked this one ^_^

and if the image ain't moving, just click the image or just click here.

me as a child

last wednesday night, i've watched some scenes from the Biggest Loser Pinoy Edition. It was when Eboy was saying, he's laughing because he saw how they were before and was like, looking / going down memory lane but they're male fitness instructor, who i forgot the name, said it's not a memory lane because, they're not to reminisce what happened 7 weeks ago. what they're up now is only the beginning of their journey.

sa loob loob ko, beginning-beginning e ang dami na ngang pumayat, beginning pa rin,, anyway, un lang naisip ko at sabi ko, wag ko na lang kontrahin kasi hindi ko naman pinatapos si fitness instructor sa pagsasalita kasi naligo na ako. hehehe.. 

then syempre, echosera ako, naki-memory lane din ako, so look ako ng mga pictures ko nung bata ako at sabi ko, baka nga ngayon palang din ang start ng buhay ko,, as in hindi kahapon, nung isang araw, last 3 years, pero ngayon,, 3, 2, 1 .. 

booooooooooooooooomm... ngayon na.. LOL.. adik lang.. 
at ito ang aking mga nakita nung bata pa ako..


ito ako nung baby pa talaga,, masasabi kong cute nga ako.. (ka-pal-ng-muk-ha-mo-ki-ko)



ito nung mejo tumanda tanda na ako, mejo cute pa rin naman (ka-pal-ng-muk-ha-mo-ki-ko)



at ito nung nag-aaral ako sa isang daycare center na mejo nilobo ko ang aking mga pisngi para mukhang mataba.. naalala ko, hindi pantay nun ang aking medyas, ahahaha.. parang si sis nimz lang sa mga pics niya di ba??




so, anung meron sa mga larawan kong ito?? 

naisip ko lang, na naging masaya pala ang buhay ko mula nung bata,, may mga eksena man pero parang hindi ko sila ganon naramdaman, nothing so serious sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko.. 

at dahil dun, nagpapasalamat lang ako sa kung anu man ako ngayon, salamat sayo twin milk. LOL!!


bow.


i hate

being sick...




arrrghhh... nakakapanghina much talaga ang pakiramdam,
then parang wala ka pang magawa kundi humiga ng humiga...

will sure rest this coming weekend.

bow.


:(

06/25/11

sana makapunta ako..






kasi, paano pag umuulan??

ang aking munting pangarap...



matagal tagal na akong nangarap

sabi ko, wala naman saysay ang mga ginagawa ko sa buhay

parang walang patutunguhan

parang walang silbi










ilan taon na ang nakalipas

at hindi pa rin ako ma-qualify

payag naman ang mga magulang ko

mga kaibigan

mga officemates

at si RS










inihanda ko na naman ang aking sarili






pero hindi pa rin pwede

naiiyak na nga ako

paano ko kaya maabot ang munti kong pangarap?







pinilit ko naman sagutin lahat ng pwedeng sagutin para makabilang sa






pero sadyang malupit ang tadhana para sa akin

dahil lang dito kaya hindi ako makapasok...


ang sabi:





nakahanda na pa man din ang "head-ache" shot ko



pati ang "tooth-ache" shot




pero siguro, pangarap na lang yun..

magnonovena na lang ako..



huhuhuhu

:((




from manila to cebu

from manila to cebu,,

hindi na kami nagpahuli for the summer, kahit June 2011 na..

biglaan ang plano at hindi namin inaasahan,,


sakay sa erplen, lapag sa kyorpalin at gow na sa keme summer getaway!!


so much fun, until ito ang sumalubong sa amin!


welcome to paradise!!



ako ang nagsawa kung saan ko gustong pumunta


kung saan ko gustong magpa-picture



basta ang saya - saya at nakaka-relax lang


pwedeng mag-muni-muni at mag-isip isip

\

pero sabi ko msa titindi ito kung may help mula sa taas

so gow na din sa lugar na ito


pumasok at tiningnan kung anung kagandahan meron


nagdasal para dalhin ng mga usok ang aking mga panalangin sa langit


pero dapat hindi matapos ang pagpasyal


at hindi pa rin dapat matapos ang pagbabad sa tubig



kay sarap,, haaaaay,, sana makabalik muli ako, kami o kaya kasama kayo.. ching!




****sorry for the date, the camera used has some problems, nalimutan nang palitan yung date.. hihihih

bakit


ang bagal - bagal mag-upload ng pic sa blogger??

hmmmmm.....



my very first post in fs

this is my first entry on blogging using FS blog application,,

kung ngayon e very tame ang title ko "whispers", dati pala very loud "Virulently Dangerous" ewan ko ba kung bakit ganon ang naisip kong title, basta it started with me liking the word "virulent" then i just attached the word "dangerous" next to it.. Di ba, so much artihan pa..

since the entry was made during my college years (yun yung time na mejo confused-confused ang drama ko, kung bet ko ba ang pechay talaga or mas bet ko ba ang talong) it reminded me of how safe i wrote the entry. It was very general, nothing in particular to be pointed out.

But now, bumalik ang mga panahon na nag-iisip ako kung anung mangyayari kung hindi ko susundin ang dapat na maging "ako" sa mata ng aking mga magulang, kaibigan at ng communidad. Pero good thing i followed what i think is right, and kung anu man ako ngayon, naging masaya ako..




in the life we choose...


Posted on December 24, 2006
Filed under Uncategorized


in the time we we are born, we are born… nyahaha,.

in the life we choose, we should be happy…

in the life we choose, we should know it’s right…

in the life we choose, we should know if it can affect others…

in the life we choose, we should know if we will cry…

in the life we choose, we should know if we can stand after a fall…

in the life we choose, we should know where to go…

in the life we choose, we should take all the circumstances ahead of it..


and lastly,


in the life we choose, we should know what kind of life to choose…





: )

Quicky #12

this is just a quick post..

just like the titile.. hehehe...
bet ko lang mangamusta sa lahat ng maaaring makabasa sa blog entry ko na ito..
as of now, enjoy enjoy lang kami ni RS with his family..
hahabol lang kami sa mga vacation escapades kahit mejo rainy rainy na ngayon.. hihi..

Yesterday, we arrived here in Cebu!!
and had this uber hot welcome greetings from this paradise only found in the Philippines!!






photo taken from here




photo taken from
here


at hindi lang naman alam ng mga officemates ko na nandito ako... ang alam nila e absent lang ako basta... hihihihihi....

: )