LUGAR: kung saan ko ito isinusulat.
maraming pwedeng mangyari sa loob ng isang linggo..
maraming pwedeng magbago sa loob ng isang linggo..
pwedeng may madagdag..
pwedeng may mawala..
maaring may tumawa..
maaring may magalit..
maaring may umiyak..
dahil ito sa nakalipas na pagbabago.
ako, handa akong mag-adjust, sabi nga ng CV ko noon, "flexible and can adjust to any situation"
so ang resulta, paninindigan ko. kaya ko naman makihalo, kaya ko naman sumunod.
keeping up the faith that eventually something will happen..
sa susunod na linggo, isang bonggang balitaktakan na naman ito..
how do i feel? excited!
(this entry intends to remind me of what happened, 2012)
syet!! blog anniversary ko pala!!
well, well, well,, dahil sa katamaran ko at mga sentimyento sa buhay e nalimutan kong anniverary na pala ulit ng blog ko.. hehehhee
so isang bonggang-bonggang pagbati na lang sa aking blog!!
at dahil jan, may maikli akong sulat
para sa aking blog,
wag kang mawawala sa akin dahil isa ka sa malaking parte ng buhay ko..
sumusulat,
kiko/ceiboh
para sa aking mga taga-sunod,
salamat sa mga komento, sa pag-view, sa pag alala sa aking pangalan at ganon na din sa pakikitungo sa labas ng blogger.. maraming salamat..
sumusulat,
kiko/ceiboh
oh, keribels na ito.. mairaos lang ang aking anniversary.. yipeeeee!!!!
so isang bonggang-bonggang pagbati na lang sa aking blog!!
HAPPY IKATLONG TAON!!
at dahil jan, may maikli akong sulat
para sa aking blog,
salamat sa mga panahon hindi mo iniwan kung kinakailangan kita. Ikaw ang nagsilbing absorber ng lahat ng mga pangyayari ko sa buhay, maging maganda man yun or hindi. maging masaya man o malungkot, may katuturan man o wala. Pinakita mo sa akin na mahalaga ako sa'yo. Na sa bawat pagtulpok ko ng mga titik ay magaan mo itong tinatanggap at bukas loob na ipinapahayag..
wag kang mawawala sa akin dahil isa ka sa malaking parte ng buhay ko..
sumusulat,
kiko/ceiboh
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para sa aking mga taga-sunod,
salamat sa pagsunod at nawa'y kahit papaano e nagbibigay ako ng aliw at minsan pag-iisip o kahit ng antok sa oras ng naisip niyong bisitahin ang blog ko pag kayo'y inaantok. hehehe.. lahat kayo ay naging mabait sa akin sa nagdaan na taon at ito ay aking lubos na ikinalulugod. hinihiling ko lang sa lahat na sana magpatuloy tayong maging matapang sa paglalahad ng ating mga naiisip, dahil sa bawat kwarto ng ating mga blogs, walang pwedeng pumigil sa atin kundi ang mga sarili lamang natin. Tayo, at tayo lang ang boss ng bawat blogs na ating pag-aari..
salamat sa mga komento, sa pag-view, sa pag alala sa aking pangalan at ganon na din sa pakikitungo sa labas ng blogger.. maraming salamat..
sumusulat,
kiko/ceiboh
oh, keribels na ito.. mairaos lang ang aking anniversary.. yipeeeee!!!!
continuum of change: A RANT
i just need to vent this out..
eto na nga ang sinasabi ko..
dumating si new boss. sige, may mga bago siyang pamamaraan na hindi namin nakasanayan, Andun na yun.. kasi siya din naman mahihirapan pagdating kay __________ daw, so tulungan daw namin siya, magtulungan daw kami..
(sige, we can help, i can help. we understand where you're coming from)
(the words she said, may be fabricated but the thought is there)
"hindi ko maramdaman na welcome na ako, iparamdam niyo sana na welcome ako.."
"respeto, respetuhin niyo naman sana ako.."
"pag may inuutos, parang hindi sinusunod.." (with teary eyes)
akala ko tapos na...
A: oh, ikaw ba, sasama ka sa cebu? sige, sabay na lang tayo ng tuesday.
ME: hindi ko nga po alam kasi wala pa po si mam lhong (my immediate supervisor) magsasabi pa po ako..
earlier, i already told her na wala si mam lhong this week, at hindi ako pwede mawala next week. hindi ko sure kung papayagan ako ni mam lhong kasi baka madami kaming gawin sa office.
A: bakit, may lakad ba kayo? may meeting ba kayo?
ME: hindi ko po alam pa.. pero parang wala naman po naka-sched pa.. kasi mam, magsasabi pa po ako kung papayag siya..
A: oh, e h, sino ba ang dapat masusunod dito,? (again, i didnt get her exact words kasi mabilis siyang magsalita. But the thought, i know it points out to who should i be following)
ME:e mam, hindi po sa ganon,, kasi po.. (with my malambing tone and voice)
A: (raised hand) hindi, okay na.. tama na.. okay na..
I am trying to find words to explain the situation, then there you are, stopping me from explaining. How would you understand?
why is it so hard for you to understand I can't just leave the office without the permission of my "immediate supervisor". Then in one way or the other, you would say that people from our office ain't following you..
Sabi mo, okay na? sige, okay na..
I'll do my job, you do your job.. and sometimes, don't assume that when you ask something from us and we didn't give it asap or we say we don't have it or we don't have any idea about it, don't feel like we're not helping you..
minsan, maaaring hindi talaga namin alam.
eto na nga ang sinasabi ko..
dumating si new boss. sige, may mga bago siyang pamamaraan na hindi namin nakasanayan, Andun na yun.. kasi siya din naman mahihirapan pagdating kay __________ daw, so tulungan daw namin siya, magtulungan daw kami..
(sige, we can help, i can help. we understand where you're coming from)
(the words she said, may be fabricated but the thought is there)
"hindi ko maramdaman na welcome na ako, iparamdam niyo sana na welcome ako.."
"respeto, respetuhin niyo naman sana ako.."
"pag may inuutos, parang hindi sinusunod.." (with teary eyes)
akala ko tapos na...
A: oh, ikaw ba, sasama ka sa cebu? sige, sabay na lang tayo ng tuesday.
ME: hindi ko nga po alam kasi wala pa po si mam lhong (my immediate supervisor) magsasabi pa po ako..
earlier, i already told her na wala si mam lhong this week, at hindi ako pwede mawala next week. hindi ko sure kung papayagan ako ni mam lhong kasi baka madami kaming gawin sa office.
A: bakit, may lakad ba kayo? may meeting ba kayo?
ME: hindi ko po alam pa.. pero parang wala naman po naka-sched pa.. kasi mam, magsasabi pa po ako kung papayag siya..
A: oh, e h, sino ba ang dapat masusunod dito,? (again, i didnt get her exact words kasi mabilis siyang magsalita. But the thought, i know it points out to who should i be following)
ME:e mam, hindi po sa ganon,, kasi po.. (with my malambing tone and voice)
A: (raised hand) hindi, okay na.. tama na.. okay na..
I am trying to find words to explain the situation, then there you are, stopping me from explaining. How would you understand?
why is it so hard for you to understand I can't just leave the office without the permission of my "immediate supervisor". Then in one way or the other, you would say that people from our office ain't following you..
Sabi mo, okay na? sige, okay na..
I'll do my job, you do your job.. and sometimes, don't assume that when you ask something from us and we didn't give it asap or we say we don't have it or we don't have any idea about it, don't feel like we're not helping you..
minsan, maaaring hindi talaga namin alam.
change: BPR
another big change in the office, the transfer of our program manager, BPR, to another agency. He said that if it was not for ________________, he would not leave. I think it's more of management and career growth issues. Of him being so good as our program manager, any agency would actually be more than willing to hire him, or should i say, "pirate" him.
I remember during a speech of his new superior, it was mentioned that the transfer of BPR is really a loss to our office but a gain in theirs. It could be void actually, he just have to let the period where he should take his oath. But seems this is more than an
opportunity for him so why let it pass.
I remember a story told by our co-workers during one of our flag ceremonies, which i didn't attend. When the announcement came relative to BPR transferring, everyone clapped except for my co-workers.
The incident of us being left by our superiors has happened 3 times already. It is really a sad reality but on the other hand, it makes us strong and willful to continue our advocacies and activities without them, to show that the people they left can be trusted to never let the program down.
For sure, he will be missed.
and anyhow, he's jsut a phone call away..
I remember during a speech of his new superior, it was mentioned that the transfer of BPR is really a loss to our office but a gain in theirs. It could be void actually, he just have to let the period where he should take his oath. But seems this is more than an
opportunity for him so why let it pass.
I remember a story told by our co-workers during one of our flag ceremonies, which i didn't attend. When the announcement came relative to BPR transferring, everyone clapped except for my co-workers.
The incident of us being left by our superiors has happened 3 times already. It is really a sad reality but on the other hand, it makes us strong and willful to continue our advocacies and activities without them, to show that the people they left can be trusted to never let the program down.
For sure, he will be missed.
and anyhow, he's jsut a phone call away..
This pic was supposed to be taken with me and BPR only, e biglang sumama yung iba..
#hateit.. ahahaha
So back..
Yes, after like 4 days being in the city of pines, I am now back here in Manila.. Again, I went there for work of course and not because of vacation or something...
If I may say, masaya ang mga na nangyari sa Baguio,, basta ang saya-saya talaga.. Hehehe.. I'll try to make an entry about my baguio activity next week,, basta natatawa na Lang ako... Ahahahaha.....
Me: haggard!!
If I may say, masaya ang mga na nangyari sa Baguio,, basta ang saya-saya talaga.. Hehehe.. I'll try to make an entry about my baguio activity next week,, basta natatawa na Lang ako... Ahahahaha.....
Me: haggard!!
Nothing much..
nothing much i can think about now..
a bit exhausted
and
drained
but still restless
to think of...
to think for...
to think on...
to think...
haaayst..
i know this will all pass
but one thing's for sure
nakaka-stress pala talaga ang mag-isip ng mga bagay na hindi mo dapat iniisip..
dapat tanggapin ang lahat ng bukas sa kalooban..
a bit exhausted
and
drained
but still restless
to think of...
to think for...
to think on...
to think...
haaayst..
i know this will all pass
but one thing's for sure
nakaka-stress pala talaga ang mag-isip ng mga bagay na hindi mo dapat iniisip..
dapat tanggapin ang lahat ng bukas sa kalooban..
random: me had a dream...
siguro sa sobrang pagod kakaiba ang mga napapaniginipan ko.
sino ba naman ang may sabi sa akin na umalis ng manila to CDO ng monday at bumalik ng tuesday ng hapon.. technically, i was there for like 29 hours.. LOL!!! work related naman kaya hindi po ako nagbakasyon..
okay, back sa dream, hindi naman yun tipong naging isang fairy ako at iba't-ibang uri ng hayop tulad ng mga series ni Barbie.. ahahaha.. pero yung mga weird na hindi ko alam.. sana maalala ko pa..
1. i was with someone dun sa dream ko. we ate somewhere ng chicken at hindi ko alam bakit chicken yun kinain namin e parang isang seafood restaurant yung pinuntahan namin,,
2. me walking sa stairs na may uber colorful na walls,, as in makulay lang siya,, akyat ako ng akyat ng akyat hanggang wala ng next floor..
3. found myself buying out sa isang store then sa sobrang tagal parang nagalit ako dun sa tindera and i walked out na lang..
4. maya-maya e nasa isang parang parking lot na ako, feeling may sasakyan daw ako.. parang hinahanap ko yung sasakyan pero parang mali ako ng napuntahan. madilim at parang wala akong nakikita na ibang tao..
bsta putol putol.. ewan ko..
ito lang naalala ko but still i think it's worth noting this one, baka mamaya magkatotoo. at kung magkatotoo e alam ko na gagawin ko..
hehehehehe
sino ba naman ang may sabi sa akin na umalis ng manila to CDO ng monday at bumalik ng tuesday ng hapon.. technically, i was there for like 29 hours.. LOL!!! work related naman kaya hindi po ako nagbakasyon..
okay, back sa dream, hindi naman yun tipong naging isang fairy ako at iba't-ibang uri ng hayop tulad ng mga series ni Barbie.. ahahaha.. pero yung mga weird na hindi ko alam.. sana maalala ko pa..
1. i was with someone dun sa dream ko. we ate somewhere ng chicken at hindi ko alam bakit chicken yun kinain namin e parang isang seafood restaurant yung pinuntahan namin,,
2. me walking sa stairs na may uber colorful na walls,, as in makulay lang siya,, akyat ako ng akyat ng akyat hanggang wala ng next floor..
3. found myself buying out sa isang store then sa sobrang tagal parang nagalit ako dun sa tindera and i walked out na lang..
4. maya-maya e nasa isang parang parking lot na ako, feeling may sasakyan daw ako.. parang hinahanap ko yung sasakyan pero parang mali ako ng napuntahan. madilim at parang wala akong nakikita na ibang tao..
bsta putol putol.. ewan ko..
ito lang naalala ko but still i think it's worth noting this one, baka mamaya magkatotoo. at kung magkatotoo e alam ko na gagawin ko..
hehehehehe
hello cebu for the second time
as part of our activity sa office, we went to cebu to conduct an activity for stakeholders living in the visayas and mindanao region. ang napansin ko lang e parang hindi pala nila un masyado bet, but mas bet nila na sa manila or somewhere. Pero dahil sa kelangan nasa lugar kami na malapit sa kanila para mas tipid sa pamasahe nila e dun na lang kami pumunta,, bakit ba? e gusto ng mga taga-Luzon ang cebu eh,, ahahaha
first stop sa simala church.. sorry but hindi ko tanda ung real name nya,, pero sa pagkaka-recall ko, simala.. uber ganda ang uber laki..
yung activity namin, sa DepEd Ecotech Center, mejo malayo sa kabihasnan and being me na walang alam sa lugar, hindi lumabas sa gabi not until nung ininvite na kami to unwind.. hehehehe.. i'll just show some of the pics i got..
this was during the fellowship night, parang ang organized masyado noh, sabi ko nga,, fellowship night ito translated to a prayer meeting,, ahahaha
ito naman yung coffee namin to keep us awake..LOL!!
then, ito na yung time na nag-unwind kami..
wala ako pic dun sa Mr.A na restaurant kasi pag nagpicture ako, puro dilim lang nakikita ko.. it's an overlooking place na malamig and maganda naman talaga.. nakakatanggal ng stress.. so pumikit na lang kayo then isipin mo may mga ilaw ilaw na dilaw.. ahahaha
then we decided to eat sa isang restaurant sa IT Park, sabi ko nga, ito pala ang IT Park, at least nakita ko siya (curious lang) puro building ng mga BPO,, sila na ang maganda ang lugar..
big burger
big choco shake
and on our last day, kunwari tourist kami.. inubos lang ang isang whole day before our flight para makita ang mga ito..
plantation bay 2nd time around, me wanting to swim and to stay.. ganda ganda talaga!!
mactan shrine na first time ko makapunta,, mainit ang lugar, walang tao masyado..
after sa mga ginawa namin, at pinuntahan,, still, gusto kong bumalik sa cebu..
first stop sa simala church.. sorry but hindi ko tanda ung real name nya,, pero sa pagkaka-recall ko, simala.. uber ganda ang uber laki..
yung activity namin, sa DepEd Ecotech Center, mejo malayo sa kabihasnan and being me na walang alam sa lugar, hindi lumabas sa gabi not until nung ininvite na kami to unwind.. hehehehe.. i'll just show some of the pics i got..
this was during the fellowship night, parang ang organized masyado noh, sabi ko nga,, fellowship night ito translated to a prayer meeting,, ahahaha
ito naman yung coffee namin to keep us awake..LOL!!
then, ito na yung time na nag-unwind kami..
wala ako pic dun sa Mr.A na restaurant kasi pag nagpicture ako, puro dilim lang nakikita ko.. it's an overlooking place na malamig and maganda naman talaga.. nakakatanggal ng stress.. so pumikit na lang kayo then isipin mo may mga ilaw ilaw na dilaw.. ahahaha
then we decided to eat sa isang restaurant sa IT Park, sabi ko nga, ito pala ang IT Park, at least nakita ko siya (curious lang) puro building ng mga BPO,, sila na ang maganda ang lugar..
big burger
big choco shake
and on our last day, kunwari tourist kami.. inubos lang ang isang whole day before our flight para makita ang mga ito..
plantation bay 2nd time around, me wanting to swim and to stay.. ganda ganda talaga!!
mactan shrine na first time ko makapunta,, mainit ang lugar, walang tao masyado..
hello hello sa inyo!
hello hello sa lahat ulit.. i was supposed to have one entry by the end of january kaso sa hindi ko maintindihan problema e hindi siya na post.. the entry was more of like a random post at excited an excited pa ako then yun pala e hindi nga siya na post..
anyways,, hayaan ko na lang siya,, so this will be the first post I'll have for 2012..
anu ba meron?
parang busy much ang inyong lingkod dahil sa pinupukpok kami ng mga activities sa office,, kailangan magpakitang gilas in terms of accomplishment lalo na at first quarter pa lang ng year.. and again, when we say activities, it means travel sa amin,, we conduct training/consultative workshop to various stakeholders relative to the thrust of our program. mahirap na toxic siya but at the same time e masaya din naman,, you have to find fun/enjoyment sa mga bagay na ginagawa para hindi ka maumay di ba?? LOL!!
well,, happy 2012 sa lahat kahit late na..
at dahil sa "love month" ngayon, may we all find happiness we deserve!!
anyways,, hayaan ko na lang siya,, so this will be the first post I'll have for 2012..
anu ba meron?
parang busy much ang inyong lingkod dahil sa pinupukpok kami ng mga activities sa office,, kailangan magpakitang gilas in terms of accomplishment lalo na at first quarter pa lang ng year.. and again, when we say activities, it means travel sa amin,, we conduct training/consultative workshop to various stakeholders relative to the thrust of our program. mahirap na toxic siya but at the same time e masaya din naman,, you have to find fun/enjoyment sa mga bagay na ginagawa para hindi ka maumay di ba?? LOL!!
well,, happy 2012 sa lahat kahit late na..
at dahil sa "love month" ngayon, may we all find happiness we deserve!!
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