continuum of change: A RANT

i just need to vent this out..


eto na nga ang sinasabi ko..

dumating si new boss. sige, may mga bago siyang pamamaraan na hindi namin nakasanayan, Andun na yun.. kasi siya din naman mahihirapan pagdating kay __________ daw, so tulungan daw namin siya, magtulungan daw kami..

(sige, we can help, i can help. we understand where you're coming from)

(the words she said, may be fabricated but the thought is there)
"hindi ko maramdaman na welcome na ako, iparamdam niyo sana na welcome ako.."


"respeto, respetuhin niyo naman sana ako.."

"pag may inuutos, parang hindi sinusunod.." (with teary eyes)


akala ko tapos na...


A: oh, ikaw ba, sasama ka sa cebu? sige, sabay na lang tayo ng tuesday.
ME: hindi ko nga po alam kasi wala pa po si mam lhong (my immediate supervisor) magsasabi pa po ako..


earlier, i already told her na wala si mam lhong this week, at hindi ako pwede mawala next week. hindi ko sure kung papayagan ako ni mam lhong kasi baka madami kaming gawin sa office. 


A: bakit, may lakad ba kayo? may meeting ba kayo?
ME: hindi ko po alam pa.. pero parang wala naman po naka-sched pa.. kasi mam, magsasabi pa po ako kung papayag siya..

A: oh, e h, sino ba ang dapat masusunod dito,? (again, i didnt get her exact words kasi mabilis siyang magsalita. But the thought, i know it points out to who should i be following)

ME:e mam, hindi po sa ganon,, kasi po.. (with my malambing tone and voice)
A: (raised hand) hindi, okay na.. tama na.. okay na..



I am trying to find words to explain the situation, then there you are, stopping me from explaining. How would you understand?

why is it so hard for you to understand I can't just leave the office without the permission of my "immediate supervisor". Then in one way or the other, you would say that people from our office ain't following you..


Sabi mo, okay na? sige, okay na..


I'll do my job, you do your job.. and sometimes, don't assume that when you ask something from us and we didn't give it asap or we say we don't have it or we don't have any idea about it, don't feel like we're not helping you..


minsan, maaaring hindi talaga namin alam.
whispered by on

6 comments:

  1. zeke2/22/12, 6:18 PM

    Minsan din pwede wag magtanga-tangahan.

    boss siya, she should know the heirarchy of authority. hindisiya pwede mag-pull out ng kung sino sino in a snap.

    try to understand na lang siguro.

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  2. Anonymous2/22/12, 10:17 PM

    wag idaan sa init ng ulo ceiboh,

    trabaho lang yan, wag personalin :))

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  3. c - e - i - b - o - h2/23/12, 3:10 PM

    @green> yup, she also should know that abrupt changes should be handled with ease.. and yes,, ano pa nga ba, but we'll or i'll try to understand..

    this too shall pass..

    @theo> yun n nga friend, i'm paranoid that she might take it against us personally.. pero keribels lang.. lilipas din ito.. thanks!

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  4. dario the jagged little egg2/23/12, 3:23 PM

    My Oh MY. Pang face to face..cool lang : )

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  5. c - e - i - b - o - h2/25/12, 12:01 AM

    @daniel> face to face ba?? Haahahaha..wish ko lang.. Nakakainis lang talaga..

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  6. Leo2/28/12, 5:23 PM

    Respect is not imposed. It is earned. Yun lang. Hahaha.

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